Ahhh. . . .lets get down to business. . . this post is actually about my FAITH. . .or how faithless I can be sometimes. . . .Ever got those days where everything is like wrong wrong wrong. . . .wadeva u do just isn't right it isn't accepted. . . .well n u get insults hurled in yr face, behind your back n your playing dodgeball. . . .dodging. . .avoiding. . .escaping. . . . .from those dangerous objects that rip and tear bits of your heart. . . . well I've gotta admit I'm good at "playing dodgeball" nowadays. . . It's getiting easier and easier to just block out those negative little voices in your head that tell you: YOU CAN'T!!! But I have a new belief. . .(actually not that all new haha). . . It's call spacing out or turning off your switch when bad things are said. . .It does work sometimes. . . .not hearing not caring. . .but somehow there's still this empty feeling in your heart that can't be filled. . . . . . . . . .
Well I also believe the "isi" that can fill my heart, make it warm n fuzzie hahaha inside is God. . . it's the simple truth!!! So believe it DATTEBAYO. . . hahahaha sorry there Naruto I just couldn't resist~~~ Whenever I'm feeling alone. . .someway or another. . I'll remember how I'm not alone. . .How I'm NEVER alone. . . .cause in the end it's GOD that'll ALWAYS be BY MY SIDE. . .looking down at me comforting me in my solitary emo-ness. . .reminding me subtlety that I'm His daughter. . .and He will NEVER forget nor forsake me. . . .It is also during this times that I'm once again reminded of His awesomeness. . . .I can't help but just be INTRIGUED, AMAZED, & in AWE. . . . . .
To:
My Father in Heaven
With LOVE,
Eunice
ps: PC7'S SLIDING COMPARTMENT FOR THE KEYBOARD IS FAULTY DO NOT RETURN
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