2nd Post of LAST DAY ...oh NITE!!!
10:55 PM - Thursday, December 31, 2009
HMMMMM......I'm stuck here at home left to rot while my mum and Dad are out....mum at countdown party, Dad at work outstation but he's counting down in a disco T____T.......My bro playing PS2, 2 family Friends are over but It feels like I'm alone.....in my little bubble...my little world of serenity...NOT...hahaha....it's difficult to feel serene when your brother is playing videogames in the living room full blast..... aaaaargghhhh!!!!
Haiz...Ever had a friend who is supposedly your "best" friend, others may think you are best friends on the outside, but U think: Is it really so? That's what's going through with me and my friend, I dunno, she may think we are "supposedly" good friends, but we don't act like real real BFFs do ..... I mean I'm a bit more of a social-ly person when I'm not acting emo and stuff....but she is quite antisocial by my standards......But I just find it SO HARD to just communicate with her sometimes when I can normally make a friend in like 10 minutes
.....aarghhhh...my parents think we are good friend because we've known each other for years [because of our parents] but I find that time is mundane, we just don't click .... Even though I have a love for anime, manga and Videogames....(I am the influencer of said friend of manga and anime ^^) ...but these aren't the only interests I have!!! Sometimes it seems that thats all we have to talk about.
Haiz....One day she even brushed off a junior of mine as annoying, the junior being her room mate at camp. Said junior also doesn't have any friends there at camp, so I thought they would be quite okay together cause they were from the same school [most of the girls in my YF are from convent, I'm from STK the same school as said friend and junior] , at least they had each other as companions, but what I got was complaints from each one saying the other was annoying and the other saying that the 1st person was being antisocial.....What do you want me to do in this situation.....No..What would YOU do in this situation???
The thing is she sees me as her so called "only" best friend..... Yet she finds it hard to trust others..... She sees her world in BLACK, WHITE and RED..... She goes all "cool and everything's all right" act.... but her image doesn't really fit the role..... She can't really control her emotions well yet tries to "act cool"..... I'm tired just tired......
Haiz ....enough of this it's 3 mins to 2010 so here's a HaPpIe NeW yEaR!!!
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The Last-est Last Day of 2009!!!
10:29 AM
Once again, it's 31st December, this time of year 2009 (the funnest year in my 16 years so far XD )This year has flown by so fast ....=(((.... I have learnt a lot (not Sejarah), failed my 1st test paper (AddMath =P) , and my G8 Piano (='( but it's ok I like the next year songs better ), and I made lots lots and tons of friends this year =)))
Most Memorable Memories of 2009 (not in order) :
1. Kem RIMUP
2.Being a Pengawas-ey
3, ESP Camp
4. Caroling
5. The "Gentong" Trip with cousins
6. The Vietnam Trip
7. being in 4sta2 (the class of mischiefs and banyak kawans)
8. YF XD
9. The KL trip
10. joining facebook (hahahahaXD)
2010 Resolutions:
1. Ermmm....study earlier for SPM so I can get into the course thingy I want hehehe
2. Keeping my promises (with God especially)
3. Janganlah Malas!
4. getting distinction for Grade 8 next year!!!
5. Learn electric guitar by next year...mustmustmust
6. be more independent nyaa
7. and more responsible too!
8. ermmm...not to get fat-ter hahaha
9. learn DRIVING!!!
10. Dye MY hair (red? Brown? Golden-ney Brown?? haha) straight after SPM!!!
THANK-EY YOUS!!!:
1:to God!!!
2.To my mummy,daddy,gonggong, mama, bros uncles, aunties, cousins etc (family la to put it simply)
3. my Youth advisors
4. Those who encouraged and cared for me =)
5. My tomodachi (friends) from School , YF, anywhere in this earth and maybe even mars la (too many to write out)
6. My teachers that teach me until wanna petchek
7. ermmm my SENIORS (form6, form 5's and those who are younger thn me but mre mature thn me XD )
8. MY JUNIORS (all the cute [only applicable to some] p-puh i've known that are [usually]younger than me!!)
9. ooo...My Piano, Keyboard and Guitar teachers !!!
10. Those p-puh that have been a part of my life in 2009 !!!
I really wanna thank YOU all!!! Cause this year wouldn't have been the same without ya...so... Honto ni arigatou minna~
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BAND & PLANS...XD
11:45 PM - Tuesday, December 29, 2009
hahaha...juz gt an sms frm Joanie saying that I'll be in the band this Sat, the 1st YF service in year 2010 =)))) Ermmm, i WASN'T expecting something like this (honoured, happy etc emos goin through my mind like fireworks M Backuping XD ) , I really really wanna change for the better in the BIG 2010 next year..... GOD PLEASE CHANGE CHANGE CHANGE ME!!! well, ermmms have to go zzzz soon, just finished burning a 100% japanaese songs CD for Nicolala ^^ .....and might go out for Avatar with Crystal (Chiyoko ^^) /HuiTing tomorrow afternoon, but at the same time my bay-goh (Aunt Pearl) is coming!!! Decisions Decisions... Aiya i'll just decide tomorrow and Go With The Flow!!! Signing off, Oyasuminasai Minna~ Sayonara~~Labels: events
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It's C-H-R-I-S-T-M-A-S p-puh, NOT X'-M-A-S
3:13 PM - Friday, December 25, 2009
ermmmm....It's Christmas!!! woohoo~ everyone's favourite time of the year..(ps: if it's nt your fav time of the year,just PRETEND it is for the sake of this post)...
the time of cheer, food,carolling, food, fun, food, fellowship with friends, food......hey I tink I've forgotten something important....What could it be??
No don't tell me I know the answer, it's....it's....it's.....CHRIST!!! yes It's the B'DAY of the Blessed ONE , the Prince Of Glory, Emmanuel, Jesus Christ Our Lord and Savior...
During this time , many forget the true reason behind this WIDELY and OVERLY COMMERCIALISED season....Those who do not know of the dear Lord are stuck with thoughts of a fat old man dressed up in red, with 6? 8? magical reindeer who can *magically* fly around the globe. For what purpose you may ask, well some people believe they are carrying said FAT old man to give out present to EVERY single kid in this HUGE planet. Oh ya, did I mention that said FAT old man can fit through the chimney too...Hey what about those that don't have chimneys, are they forgotten....Well when the many people are celebratin and singing songs about said fat old man, they have forgtten the TRUE reason why WE celebrate this holiday.
T R U E-R E A S O N:
It's because of Jesus that we celebrate Christmas, as a symbolic day of the day Christ was born.
Well, why did Jesus the Prince of Glory come down to earth some may ask...well it's because (*copies bits and pieces from Pastor Kwan's message today*) He came to save us, he came to intercede for us before God, before Jesus was crucified on the cross, we sinners were already pre-bannished to hell for eternity.....But because of his grace and mercy, we were given a chance. And as Christians we are sent to be the "sheepdogs" (i tink) to guide stray sheep back to the Father the shephard....HE gave up his life for us, and came down from heaven to fill in the gap that sin has created. So without CHRIST there is no CHRISTMAS. Then it would just be X'MAS, and no meaning at all....
So if I hear ONE more person wishing me MERRY X'MAS, I would strongly urge that person to read this post an stop insulting this wonderful time year of the year!!!
So Merry Christmas p-puh!!! and a Happie New Year!!!
Labels: events, RANDOMS
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