Haiz...Ever had a friend who is supposedly your "best" friend, others may think you are best friends on the outside, but U think: Is it really so? That's what's going through with me and my friend, I dunno, she may think we are "supposedly" good friends, but we don't act like real real BFFs do ..... I mean I'm a bit more of a social-ly person when I'm not acting emo and stuff....but she is quite antisocial by my standards......But I just find it SO HARD to just communicate with her sometimes when I can normally make a friend in like 10 minutes
.....aarghhhh...my parents think we are good friend because we've known each other for years [because of our parents] but I find that time is mundane, we just don't click .... Even though I have a love for anime, manga and Videogames....(I am the influencer of said friend of manga and anime ^^) ...but these aren't the only interests I have!!! Sometimes it seems that thats all we have to talk about.
Haiz....One day she even brushed off a junior of mine as annoying, the junior being her room mate at camp. Said junior also doesn't have any friends there at camp, so I thought they would be quite okay together cause they were from the same school [most of the girls in my YF are from convent, I'm from STK the same school as said friend and junior] , at least they had each other as companions, but what I got was complaints from each one saying the other was annoying and the other saying that the 1st person was being antisocial.....What do you want me to do in this situation.....No..What would YOU do in this situation???
The thing is she sees me as her so called "only" best friend..... Yet she finds it hard to trust others..... She sees her world in BLACK, WHITE and RED..... She goes all "cool and everything's all right" act.... but her image doesn't really fit the role..... She can't really control her emotions well yet tries to "act cool"..... I'm tired just tired......
Haiz ....enough of this it's 3 mins to 2010 so here's a HaPpIe NeW yEaR!!!
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