My story is of a schoolgirl in ♥? a crush? a phase? My mind tells me to be rational. " U're way out of my league, it's impossible, U don't even like me..." My head keeps repeating that like a broken record, Yet my ♥ is out of control, impossible to steer, it's not mine anymore [but YOURS YOURS YOURS]
When I know that U noticed my absence [He DOES know whether I'm there (or not), I'm not as invisible as I thought I was], my heart flutters with H O P E hope H O P E....The "butterfly" I tried so hard to subdue, to keep hidden away has taken flight again, it's heading towards U.
The emptiness in that h-o-l-e is starting to ache. So, will U like return my ♥ to me? [on a silver platter please!] I need to like put it back in that h-o-l-e, like a jigsaw, it is the missing piece. But I'm not sure whether it'll fit anymore...the h-o-l-e might have grown bigger, well I just have to have a bigger ♥ now won't I?
It's so i r o n i c , I used to play therapist and psychologist to many, especially my BESTFRIEND, I always tell her: Don't worry about matters of the heart, Never shed a tear because of heartbreaks, They just aren't worth it!" But U have caused me to land in this dilemma, not of tears yet of a longing and confusion. U landed me in a state which I swore I wouldn't land myself into...But heyheyhey,, I'm HERE now...i r o n i c isn't it? Is this revenge? Cause it seriously SUCKS!
*Sighs* Havn't seen U in days since Monday [thatday!] was it out of kindness? obligation? or something more?
...and the girl asked...why can;t "U" come after "I"...The boy answered :they just weren't meant to be together ...
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